You made me feel like I was on drugs.

Finally an update . Was really busy with life . but they don't believe and even said i tend to be busy . who cares ? Back to topic . Exam is over , results are okay . So far so good , no fail . because this is the first time i studied so hard . I've been wondering these few days about something . I don't know weather is their brain had high IQ or maybe they are just lucky . I damn envy those people that do not study at all , do not done their homework or anything , do not pay attention when teacher is teaching still can get higher marks than the one whom studied . Is it that they understand more than us or they are genius . lol , craps . Oh and , i heard someone did a process called copy and paste during the exam , "snatch" people's paper some more . pro . you are lucky that teacher lost sight on you . But remember , god will always keep an eye on you . I don't believe that you won't get the punishment . maybe not now , but soon . :)


Today , i went to PMR Seminar that was held in USM . Fun and boring . Totally out of space during lecture of BM . Maths and Science was a little bit awesome . I found one interesting quote that the lecturer of Mathematics printed on the paper he gave . "If people do not believe that mathematics is simple , it is only because they do not realize how complicated life is " -John Louis von Neumann . 6 hours of lecture . 20% half dead . Well , went back home and prepared for piano . Later on i was going insane at night , was mad and had swollen eyes . i'll be alright .


Lost , im like sort of forget how to talk /share my problems with someone . I feel like an outsider . Expressing feeling is never easy . Thus , i lost trust for everyone . I don't know who should I trust anymore . im sorry but , It's feel like everyone is a 'secret breaker' . one over other , telling this and that stuff . theoneitrustednolongerstayingbesidemeanymoreanditsfeelsick .

YER I WANT #2
HeadPhones :)

will be MIA until everything is fine
p/s ; i hate you . very .

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