Heart full of thorns

2012-02-01T00:20:00.001+08:00

Hello February ! ♥

Chinese New Year is almost finishing , done collecting angpao? :P After one week of break, it's schooling time again ! So... it's already one month of schooling this year, slowly getting use of new subjects , new class , new teacher , new tuition and of course, It's a whole new environment. No more lazy attitude , no more gaming whole day , no more outings (try to keep it as low as possible) , and yes. Encouragement of never give up! :) Fall 7 times , Stand up 8times. Still trying to throw away all the bad habits , lazy habits , and learning to study smart. But still gonna enjoy myself throughout this obstacle . Life is good, yeah?

now i sounds like a nerd. HAHAHAHAHAHHA fck .
well i'm still gonna try my best :)
no one gonna bring me down. never.

2012-01-03T01:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! :)

a whole new beginning.

Hi there, yes . school is starting. tomorrow. December holiday was okay , not bad. was busy with caroling practice and performance . Christmas celebration at church is just awesome , playing games , domino pizzas. although i just bite one of the pizza from my friend -.-" it's just simply fun spending times with those guys , rather than home alone facing comp aite :)

After Christmas , went for apartment stay with church members , at Batu Ferringhi . BBQ-ing at beach , playing truth or dare during midnights, swimming at the pool , playing "monkey ball" at the pool. Although it was a little pack cause one house was meant for around 5adults 2children , but total of all of us was 28 adults . Yeah the guys have to sleep at the living room and stuff. But overall it was a fun camp :)

On the new year eve , went for dinner with church members, after that sent Lai Kim off for 1st batch NS , :( We'll miss you , babe ! Take care :) and then continue for the fun , went to strait quay , sat down on the floor, played "1-5-7-BANG!" game, those with mistake 3 times have to do a DARE. :P ex : go to the middle of the crowd and act as heart attack, lie down and wake up again , or doing "everyday im shuffling " move . Each person have individual dare, nyeheheh , lucky i wasnt the one who got more than 3 mistakes. :D Later on went to the beach behind Flamigo Hotel. Fireworks and stuff. and yeah. Happy New Year ! ♥

2011-11-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

People think they know you . They think they know how you're handling a situation . But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happen after you leave them , when you're lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don't know what's going on inside your head- the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn't their fault . They just don't know. And so they pretend and they say you're doing great when you're really not. And this make everyone feels better. Everyone but you.

2011-10-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

I want to scream , but the voice couldn't reach
I want to cry , but the tears couldn't drop
I want to complain , but the world isn't listening

just tell me what to do.

Hi. Not an active blogger anymore. Well , PMR is over . I guess i should have the time to update and make my blog alive again , but it's seem like kinda impossible. erm. suddenly got nothing to say about after 2 months -.-" k. life has been tough , anyway. just hold on :) i aint perfect , you just saw the outside of me, not the inside. i bet you never want to be in a situation like me. never.

The Paradise Band @ Penang First Church.

Something similar to Generation Cry but this is much more simple. At first i did not want to go since i don't know any of them at there . But my teacher asked me to go . And my mum register for me without asking if i wanted to go or not. like wth. Ok la. She just want me to get out of the house , get out of bed actually. haha -.- it's all about communicating . The band came from oversea . Perth and so on. Overall it was good. Was not able to go for their concert . But went to their music workshop . It was cheap. Just Rm5 . Of course , they never go too detail since it's cheap. :D

That's all for today. :)

Wish you were here - Avril Lavigne

2011-07-17T23:48:00.005+08:00

i don't have a choice.

"What is she thinking? Doesn't she know what's she is doing? Work? I thought she suppose to be studying for this coming exam? Doesn't she care about her grade at all? First she's working, now she's even making her own business? and she even quit her tuition! Is she so broke ?! Or is she gone mad already?!"
The thoughts in everyone's head.

Ah har. i got you. :) people had been asking me, why am i doing this and that. "Why?" .
Everything we do have a reason . Example , we study hard for our coming exam. Why? Because we wanna get good grade . So do i. simple as that. I also have my own reason why i'm doing all this. You know , i can't choose. i just have to do it. the reason ? i'll leave it for you to think about it. think whatever you like , because none of it will be my exact reason. reality hurts much.

and i knew everything will be okay.

Uniquely Yours < click ! :D my small business is officially on facebook page. :)

Say hello to goodbye - Shontelle

2011-07-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

hoping that this won't be the end of everything.

Oh hi. how amazingly that i ditch my blog for a month huh. :) was really busy with studying and working nowadays. and the awesome thing is, im writing this post when im working . :D HEHEHEHE. curi mcd wifi. damn sien. yesterday went to queensbay , plan to watch transformer. but guess what? 4 theaters also full . only left 5th theathers which is 9.30 also left front sit. have to get midnight ticket -.-" went to have lunch and dinner at TBowl. Cheeseee Baked Rice ! :)

4-3 weeks more , Pmr trail. havent start my revision yet. no time at all . weekday and weekend also work. canceled all my tuition . left one mathematics tuition. suck right. My mid term exam score , aha suck. failed 2 subject which i focus on the most. and i was so down and lost hope on that moment . i felt so tired. what more , i don't have a single choice at all. guess life is just hard.

everyone's a betrayer . thanks.

p/s ; no matter how alone i am , i will never ever get lonely . not even once. thanks but i dont need your sympathy . i can handle everything myself.

2011-06-08T17:59:00.006+08:00

I'm in the middle of no where, waiting for the door to be opened

Hi there ! It's been awhile since i blogged eh? Not in the mood of blogging nowadays . :) and extremely lazy . 4more days , school will be reopening , and all of us will face the reality ,again. haha i don't like them like i used to anymore , they're so annoying. uh huh , i just want to be alone for awhile.

Oh and, I went to work for 1 day , ONLY. Since they only need me on that day , so why don't give it a try? Selling honey at Straits Quay , isn't easy at all -.-" And the thing is , other stall at least also got 2 people , but my stall ? only me taking care of it :( no lunch , no dinner , no toilet break. wtf . i was so thirsty and there was no cheap drink to buy. LOL . i asked one of them from the stall to take care of it awhile. and went to buy Starbuck -.- cost me rm15+ .sob . havent get salary already buy so expensive drinks. HAHAHA . oh well , at least i manage to sell them and made rm300+ :D the salary was suppose to be 1hour rm5. but it turn out to be rm70 for a day<3 okay at least i get some experience from there :) next day i spend all the money on buying books already. LOLS.

Last week , I joined Youth Conference Camp , Generation Cry on 31st , 1st and 2nd June. It was totally awesome! First day was kind of boring because it's all about introduction only. The next day , they start jamming around already :D FUN . Here's some picture of it :) There's a group photo , but they haven't update it. will post it up if i'm free .

EHEHEHEH MY TAG. LOL

Take #1

Take #2

Take #3

Last but not least .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEANNE LEE LING MY DEAR !
HEHE.
sorry for the late post . :( jiayou study ya ♥

p/s : i failed my math. eheheh . :D more to come. stay tune !
kept on having weird dream .
what are those dream meant ?
i want to know.

All She Knows - Bruno Mars

2011-05-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

WHO'S BIG DAY ON 28TH MAY?!

WHO ? DON'T KNOW WOR.

CHEH , SO OUTDATE :d

MRS.NOOB , ANGEL TANG LI PING BIRTHDAY LA :D

ok, really sorry for the late post . busy + lazy . this girl , damn mai bin until ask me post on my blog to wish her birthday . nothing much to say , hope you like your present . smile always and please don't be that crazy . study hard but not laugh . i bet we will do the same thing at hall like last year what we did. anyway , thanks for being my friend (: i love you , but not forever :D forever don't have a guarantee .

a piece of picture of me and her.
9 lat , steam face . + MY AWESOME MR.POTATO FACE

p/s : more update to come :) not an active blog anymore.

2011-05-02T23:50:00.004+08:00

all alone by yourself ; out of nowhere.

HI . I'VE BEEN RUSHING MY FOLIO SINCE FRIDAY . IM FINALLY DONE AND IM HAVING A TERRIBLE SICK NOW. YESTERDAY I STAY UP LATE UNTIL 3AM AND DONE MY ELEMEN 2 SEJARAH . TIRED LIKE SAI . oh im so hyper :D lalalalla. anyway .. i still went out today even though my elemen 3 havent done. alah , sapa berani reject birthday girl pulak tu. ;p

Thor
well , it's a nice movie though . but i also want to watch ghost movie laa :( have fun with tyra and michelle today at queens.

Happy Birthday Tyra !
you're officially fifteen now ;P
hope you like the present yea . ♥

YER I WANT #6
Plushy Cloudy :3

p/s : i don't get to buy comics today , which is a very rare comic i found .
p/p/s : i dropped my PHONE ON THE ROAD and it ROLLED 3CM AWAY FROM ME.
p/p/p/s : im sick. deng it.

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

2011-04-25T23:22:00.004+08:00

HEY , WHOSE BIRTHDAY TODAY?!

LOOK ! IT'S ASLENE TIAM WEN YEE BIRTHDAY ! xD

We've been friend for so many years. Let's see. 4years? LOL not sure. To me, you're a good and greatest friend , whom comfort me when im down , and also teaching me SEJARAH when i needed it. HAHA . Smile always , don't keep everything inside , don't sad . my heart will pain LOL. Uhm. We shall meet up again next time ! :D enjoy your birthday xD . We should get retarded back again together after you finish your SPM and i finish my PMR ! that's a promise ;P

i really miss the moment when we spent time together doing retarded stuff and laughing all the way long in Skype . we should continue doing the same thing again next time alright. i love you ! xD

Once again , Happy Birthday ! ♥

P/S ; and also thank you for the awesome new blogskin !

2011-04-16T23:45:00.003+08:00

~~Take me somewhere, take me anywhere.~~
Just get me out of here .

Muscle cramp. thanks to tarik tali we played on Friday . lol. somehow i felt pissed . because of something -.- thanks to someone , who is brainless . whom only think for herself but not others . whom only know how to take revenge but not forgive and forget . You get what I mean ? You know who you are , babe. Anyway , i wanted to watch a few movie. or should i say , alot ? lmao. there's alot more i want to watch , but this is the first main one :)

The Ghost Must be Crazy

Hop

Scream 4

Well , i don't think i'll be able to watch it all since it is almost exam . Folios are also waiting for me. It is almost the dateline already . So fast, pmr is around the corner x.x. anyway, any part time job available ? :)

YER I WANT #5
Takochu ♥

One in a Million - Ne Yo
two-faced person ,
you suck.

2011-04-11T23:48:00.007+08:00

Lost hope on everything ;

ola world. i'm being perfectly fine here . the only things troubling me is my mind . yes my mind . i can't control my mind . exam is around the corner . bunch of folios have to be done before mid-term exam . which mean we don't have time to study . when time start to get shorter , my mind will be mess up , yet im still day dreaming in class during teacher teaching. Trying to concentrate but end up thinking another stuff. haha. idk what im crapping . anyway . came to post up some picture about hari kokurikulum that we had during last Saturday . It was fun , and alittle boring thou . Because not much fun thing to do . :\

We went to watch the performance by our school girls. Singing competition :) The ticket is just Rm1 each lmao. mostly those juniors performing only . less seniors. only 3-4 like that nia. Was pretty awesome if don't wanna judge much . Yeah it was totally amazing.

The fun time.
they will be a memories.

YER I WANT #4
Little Bunny . :)

p/s : you don't know how much i've taken risk . you don't know anything . even a little bit , YOU DON'T KNOW . go on and say bullshit or whatever shit . don't say you know me. really.

Rocketeer - Far East Movement

2011-04-04T21:00:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time , i believed in miracle .

Hi , was too free today , because I skipped school today -.-" awesome huh . lalala , suppose to woke up at 5 -5.30 like that but i woke up at 5.50 :) and my bus came at 6 . My mum also don't wanna fetch me to school , soo .. end up staying at home sleeping whole day . Bad day huh ? Suppose to go to the new tuition also today , but canceled . cause mum said bla bla bla and end up not going until the next next week .

I fainted yesterday . cool eih ? during BB parade was going on . I don't even know why is this happening -.-" I didn't know i was about to faint , then suddenly eyes becoming more and more blur even though i'm opening my eyes ? lol? then end up i went kissing with the floor . all of them was shocked , even myself . I damn shock finding myself sitting on chair but not standing == . They said my head kissed the floor damn loud ;\ but i don't feel anything on my head . but my leg damn pain , blue black d -.-" my friends and my mum said it is because i'm lack of blood ? lol. forget it , will prevent it from happening next time , lucky i wasn't at the road walking and faint. -.- thank god . :D!

YER I WANT #3
Fluffy Plushy Cute Bunny Doll. :3 !

Drama , Love and 'Lationship - Baby Face

2011-04-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

You made me feel like I was on drugs.

Finally an update . Was really busy with life . but they don't believe and even said i tend to be busy . who cares ? Back to topic . Exam is over , results are okay . So far so good , no fail . because this is the first time i studied so hard . I've been wondering these few days about something . I don't know weather is their brain had high IQ or maybe they are just lucky . I damn envy those people that do not study at all , do not done their homework or anything , do not pay attention when teacher is teaching still can get higher marks than the one whom studied . Is it that they understand more than us or they are genius . lol , craps . Oh and , i heard someone did a process called copy and paste during the exam , "snatch" people's paper some more . pro . you are lucky that teacher lost sight on you . But remember , god will always keep an eye on you . I don't believe that you won't get the punishment . maybe not now , but soon . :)

Today , i went to PMR Seminar that was held in USM . Fun and boring . Totally out of space during lecture of BM . Maths and Science was a little bit awesome . I found one interesting quote that the lecturer of Mathematics printed on the paper he gave . "If people do not believe that mathematics is simple , it is only because they do not realize how complicated life is " -John Louis von Neumann . 6 hours of lecture . 20% half dead . Well , went back home and prepared for piano . Later on i was going insane at night , was mad and had swollen eyes . i'll be alright .

Lost , im like sort of forget how to talk /share my problems with someone . I feel like an outsider . Expressing feeling is never easy . Thus , i lost trust for everyone . I don't know who should I trust anymore . im sorry but , It's feel like everyone is a 'secret breaker' . one over other , telling this and that stuff . theoneitrustednolongerstayingbesidemeanymoreanditsfeelsick .

YER I WANT #2
HeadPhones :)

will be MIA until everything is fine
p/s ; i hate you . very .

Candles - Hey Monday

2011-03-16T22:43:00.003+08:00

this is life , what do you expect ? :)

Hi earthlings. I know I know . I've been ditching my blog for almost a month huh ? Don't have the blogging mood anymore ;\ sucks. and i forget to go for my tuition at 8pm today lmao. sleep until == and i forgotten today i got tuition . LAAAAA . my mood was very down these few days. and lots of folio waiting for me . the main thing is I always sleep . this is an abnormal stuff . i sleep 3times a day -.-" because i got nothing to do . i don't know laa . my mind are all mess up .

what done have been done . i know i've made a mistake for letting you go .
thanks for the care + loves :) i still couldn't forget even though i tried so hard .
times heal everything huh ?

YER I WANT #1
Rilakkuma :)

such a copycat . o0o
Valentine - Kina Grannis

2011-02-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

emotional

Back from school after PBSM meeting , came back home and bath . bro suddenly called us and asked us to get car for him . Mum fetched me early to Queensbay as she promised to watch movie with me . But i did not expect it was today -,- because wednesday is a tiring day :/ Met bro at Coffee Bean , talked some stuff and bro went off . Mum bought a shoe for me . i like it and it's cute. but kinda weird since i took the biggest size and it looked so big as my leg is LARGE -.-

Homecoming

another comedy movie xD laugh my ass off . the weird thing is , i sat beside a guy . which don't have emotion at all ! he is like a wood head -.- never once i see him laugh or even smile . damn weird . its like almost all the people laughing at there and he was the only one not laughing . Mutou betul LOL. movie end at 7.30+ and i was late for tuition :P

雨爱 - 楊丞琳

2011-02-15T23:25:00.001+08:00

Because I know , someday , my dream will come true.

Helloooo. its a edited post . I was busy and lazy to post but yet i still wanted to post :) went to Queensbay , met Liping at Coffee Bean . Waiting for that lau ee su ying at starbucks until we miss the some part of the movie !

I love Hong Kong

a great comedy show . lp and sy so noisy at there . keep talk crap there . damn funny . xD after movie we went to buy stuff and drinks :) after sy went back , lp and me went to Pizza Hut. Lmao was so full . and soon the couple came and the lightbulb came ~ Met calvin there . like girl nia him lmao. went to beach around 6pm :D was fun . mum came to fetch me after 30minutes and she took me and her friends to ate seafood at Kampar == full until . luckily i shared rice with my mum :)

more picture on facebook . im too lazy to post , so only taken one of it @@ ps.

Breatheless - Shayne Ward

2011-02-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

This happen every years , HAHA

OLA. Happy Valentine Day to all Human :) I guess everyone is busy celebrating with their loves one huh? ;p Only those human like ME ! will sit in front computer and typing this crap :3 I guess I will be doing this for every year HAHA . Nothing much .. going out for a movie at Queensbay tomorrow since it's holiday . Bunch of homework to do , butt lazy move == . will update soon . :D
you broke your promise , and im left behind. thanks alot.

Temporary Home - Carrie Underwood

2011-02-12T22:52:00.006+08:00

Will never have a chance to see your cute smile again.

Hi . Woke up late for piano today , luckily i made it in time :) teacher gave angpao $_$ and also pressure x.x how good is she. ): Went to McD after my piano , met Suying , LiPing , Melissa , WeiWei , Balqis , Farah , Venosha and lots more because they went there after their olahraga meeting . Uh , gamble at there . won rm7 ;p not bad not bad . at least aint losing any money huh. Camwhoring alot thou. Asked mum to came at 12.30 but she came at 1 . great -,- she had something to do and could not send me back home , instead of sending me home , i asked her to drop me at Gurney Plaza since she's having an appointment near there. And off I go to gurney hanging out alone :)

Went to Mini Toons and found this !
so cute , this is what i wanted . i seen it already on the christmas but i let one of my friend buy it since she want and its only one left , but now its mine ! ngek ngek ;p

Picture time :)

somehow i could not upload it in facebook .
oh well -,- facebook hates me. :(

我很難過 - 曾臻

2011-02-11T23:43:00.003+08:00

It doesn't matter how much, how often, or how closely you keep an eye on things because you can't control it. Sometime things and people just go. Just like that .

Hello , i'm a little busy pass few days. :) lots of stuff to do . homework , screw you ! penilaian pertama is coming sooooooooon . have to study again -,- now also quit tuition d . have to find a new tuition that is near to my house. feel so tired about it. anyway , i skipped school today ! ngekngekngek ;x woke up at 1pm todayy. bath and ate Bueno Chocolate for breakfast / lunch . Mum came and fetch me and bro for movie with her whole bunch of friends at 1st avenue.

All's well End well 2011

watched this ! :) okay okay lor , but i prefer others :( first time masuk 1st avenue cinema ! we bought the one with awesome seat xD , sofa twin seat. :) rm13 for one . means its only available for 2 person , rm26. if one person seat also can , but charge rm26 also lmao. damn shuang the seat ~ the popcorn is much better than GSC popcorn also :D too bad no nugget TT . the suckest thing is , my mind is full of you even thought im with other guy talking.

Lastly....

*drum rolls*
dang dang dang dang... xD

Happy Birthday Yuuki ! ♥

sorry for the late post , was busy :/
Muacks ! i love you , smile and be happy always :3

你不知道的事 - 王力宏

2011-02-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

Im gonna give all my secret away.

Hi -.- back to school once again . so freaking bored . time pass so fast. My leg muscle is so pain because i went for basketball meeting for the first time . Asked to ran 5rounds but i think i only ran 4rounds xD "slapping" the balls go and back for 4 times and starjump for 5 times . Then that time i really saw star surrounding the court -.- Sit infront of laptop too much , lack of exercise . HAHA. :) Today woke up at 4am to finish up my homework , like siao po never done homework before lmao. Nothing much , things are getting better , hope it last !

Somehow it makes sense , enjoy your life , while you still can ♥

Amrita - Yui Makino

2011-02-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.

Hellooooo world :) , home to home visiting is fun :D although it's tiring :) plan to catch a movie after visiting , but ticket are sold out :O end up watching PPS at Eunice's house . Not enough sleep , bunch of homework awaiting for me -.- I damn lazy laaa. Monday start school already . School shoe havent wash ftw ._. Mum sure nag again . Out again tomorrow . Aaaaaaa i hate to be at home -,-

olo saya naik dgn sendiri 120 degree . saya tekan lagi. saya tekan lagi. enjoy ! HAHAHA .
don't understand then figure it out urself xD.

21 Guns - Green Day

2011-02-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

just words.

Today gonna be a fat day for me lols. Domino Pizza , Cny cake , steamboat . woah -.- but dinner kosong , wth. sapu a few red packets back home , but not enough for me ler ! HEHEHEHE :D so long never got the feeling of hyper liao , someone make me hyper please? x) nothing much thou , just feel like updating ~

Do you actually realize when all of us are having bunch of problems , we will just got frustrated and disappointed easily . But when you really think of it and ask yourself, "What's your biggest problem?" You will stun there and asked yourself , "was that a big problem ?" Or maybe that wasn't your problem at all ! or it was just a small problem yet we make it into a BIG problem . I know someday it will be okay. Although you didn't helped much , but still , thank you for listening to my crap, d. :)

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

2011-02-03T21:56:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to All Earthlings :))

(\ /)

ღ( . .)ღ
c(”)(”) The rabbit year !

Uhm , nothing much , trouble again :) ahaha , now i realize there aren't anyone I could talk to when my mind are all mess up . End up finding myself complaining to the person that I didn't want them to know . Sometime , there is always something that should not be told . :)) Home is now a terrible place , indeed . Wasn't in chinese new year mood either . Hoping that we'll get better chinese new year next year ! if there is still a chance for us, i wonder.

Happy Birthday Priscilla Heng !
Loves ♥

im afraid

2011-02-02T02:46:00.002+08:00

It felt as though I've loved the wrong person .

Hey there . Just came back home not long ago . Was so tired . Because of some stuff that had to be settle as soon as possible , that's why I'm coming back late . Why is he so problematic . Ugh == , hopeless guy. Anyway , went to 1st Avenue and Prangin Mall to celebrate Khoo Wei Thing's 15th Birthday ;P with wei wei , and 3 idiotic guy lmao. Damn , i love that drum set game =3= i want to play againnnn :( uh , nothing much . out again tomorrow -.-

Happy 15th Birthday Wei Thing Wifey !
Hope you like the present :D
and also thanks for your present LOL.

No promises - Shayne Ward

2011-01-31T22:03:00.003+08:00

Moving on is simple.
It's what you left behind that makes it difficult .

It's holiday break already . so damn fast. After holiday , gonna start study for exam already . So lets enjoy this holiday xD . I fall sick for about 5days already . Getting better now , i was stubborn and still wanted to eat those fry thingy xD .

Went to QueensBay and watched this movie with Lai Kim , Wei Lun , Beh , Yi Quan , Alvin , Soo Min and a girl which i don't know her name LOL. Last minute go mia. @@ The movie was great , as it was given a title great day xD . Comedian and touching thou , but i didn't cry . lols , just ached my heart , ;x my mum was mumbling to me and say that i didt wait for her and watch with her , and i asked her to watch with her friend .

Bought a shirt from Padini , and a small bunny from Matherial , at first i wanted to buy the big one, but it's rm72 . and i promised my mum if it's less than rm50 i would buy it since she don't let me to buy cause there is no place for the bunny. but still so cute :) saw a new store open beside the Maybank . A japanese store , first i went in there i feel something so weird , no price tag . and then i only saw there listed Rm5 for every item . Some stuffs at there are so cute !

mummy came up the japanese store and searched for stuff . bought a soy bean ice cream with orea crunch for dinner . yum :O but somehow tasted weird . lmao. out again tomorrow :O

ENJOY YOUR TAIWAN TRIP ASLENE ! xD
I'LL MISS YOU ♥ HAVE FUN ! :D

Stand - Juwita Suwito

2011-01-27T21:43:00.005+08:00

Sometimes it sucks being strong. Because when people know that you are strong, they think that its okay to hurt you, over and over again.

*cough cough* Guess what , skipped school today . I was planning to go to school , but things aren't going so great , mum woke me up around 5.55am , and it's too late for me to get ready as my bus come at 6am . I asked mum to fetch me to school , but she said she got work to do and she not so free to send me there and come back here . So.. sleep whole day -.- Bored like babi . I was like . lie on the bed , then walk to the living room and touch comp for like 10minutes then back to room again , wtf?! i repear it around 10 times like that -.- really nothing to do , so sian . As time goes by , wondering what are they doing. I found some cute stuff that i was really craving for it .

Takochu ♥ Squid kiss

Rilakkuma ♥

YER I WANT THE BACKGROUND AS MY ROOM BACKGROUND TOO .
SO CUTE LA WTF

*add to my craving list*

more to come :)

Change - HyunA

2011-01-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

askjdshadjgwsbdjqwbjdwqnjkm i want it all !

Excuse me for being crazy today . I'm terribly having sore throat right now , thanks to who ?

that's it . Skittles , my precious buddy , but i guess it hate me . and gave me sore throat . I ate only 2 and a half pack of it . Nevermind , i drank alot of water today . during school and after school . At night i didn't decided to eat since im lazy to cook , mama and koko also went to KL this morning , they will be back after few days . After i woke up from nap , i drank alot of water and i feel like vomiting . I beh tahan anymore and cooked maggie mee , and now , still the same. uncomfortable . i dont feel like going to school tomorrow , but i have to . somehow my mood aren't really good , i can't figure out why . oh and , i drop my spectacle into the drain today -,-

Lastly , thanks aslene for the amazing blogskins . ♥

安靜了 - S.H.E

2011-01-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

You're suitable for pink
lil girl :D

2011-01-24T22:50:00.006+08:00

If it's yours , it might not always be ,
If it's not yours , it'll never be.

Er , I don't know what to update ,cause life havent been updating recently xD . but liyi was asking me to update , so i posted some picture here . FOOD ! The theme was cat , cake , ice cream :D took hours to make it and we ate it not even 30minute then finish already . Anyway , i wanted to taste one of them . ): I still wonder should i go for hiking .

So cute right?! xD Currently changing my life schedule :)
will update more when there's something update in my life . HAHA .

I'll remember you - No secrets .

2011-01-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

Tears.
They are what the heart can't explain.

It's holiday today ! Happy Thaipusam to all indians ! :) I woke up early today ! around 9+am lmao , because i slept early last night , around 11+pm like that . My mum was funny . She woke up at 6am+ and said "SHIT ! 6+ ALREADY , MISS BUS D ." then she think back only knew it was holiday . lucky she didn't wake me up , if not i sure kacau her if i can't sleep back -.- And around 9+am , she sudden wake up and said , "OI NEVER GO PIANO CLASS?! " I was like , HAR? then told her it's not saturday pun . -.- ridiculous morning . And i forced her to cook at home too , HAHAHA . So sick of those outside food already -.- she's like only cook once a year . ish. went to took and nap at 3pm and woke up around 6pm :D damn piggy.

Damn , She's freaking amazing ! Although she moves alot when she's playing , but thats how she's inspired with music .

I wonder how that bank people got my phone , early in the morning already spam call my phone , one day my phone sure boom -.- lucky i wasn't sleeping .

Nightmare - Snow

2011-01-18T20:59:00.004+08:00

I wanted answers , I wanted solutions.
To what had happened between us.

I WANT TO ~~COMPLAIN~~ . CRAP

Does knowing the truth is better than not knowing ? Currently I'm knowing the truth of what he is doing nor where does he got those "thing" for us . But she don't know , YET she thought that his friend was helping him . Hopeless , seriously hopeless already . I don't want it to be destroyed again . One day will surely die in his "friend" hand , own self die can already , don't pull us in :) We did not ask for those "thing" either. If she know the truth , she would not even want the "thing" . What done is done . No more turning back .

Please don't tell me there is a thing called forever , sorry i don't know . All say friends forever , but at the end , you go that way , i go that way . Because when we grow up , all of us will be separate , and go for our own way . Friends come and go , some stay , but less. There is also alot of them trying to take advantage , i knew , i just act like i don't know . Life never be easy , so does friendship . I tried my best to communicate . I tried to make friend . But i guess i never try hard enough , in the end , they'll judge me anyway . So what for im trying my best ? "Friend know you when you rise , Friend forget you when you fall. " I just want a true friend .

Well , thank you BB members for giving me surprise little party and the cake last Sunday ,
And also the present :) I appreciate it , ♥ you guys ! :) Memorable :D

P/S : don't rent if you did not plan to pay at the first place . i meant it .

something , once gone , could never be replaced .

2011-01-15T22:37:00.004+08:00

No worries , Be happy .
For the worst is over and the best have yet to come.

Im so lazy for homework after my laptop is fixed , even though i did not played any game by now , but still hand itchy still wanted to touch it . And of course , anime lol. Since no more gaming for now , only can watch anime . Pandora Hearts now :) So bored . today piano so ~~suckish~~ lalala , so bored . i wonder is that thing gonna happen soon . wooo .

Cosplay !
Jigoku Shojo : Girl from Hell
the girl with kimono look more alike :D cute !

带我走 - 楊丞琳

2011-01-14T22:51:00.004+08:00

You make me felt like I was never enough for you .
And reality , that suck more than anything else .

Er , just making my blog alive . Lazy do homeworks + lazy practice piano , ggfied tomorrow :) well , my mind is so frustrated . as usual , expressing is a stupid thing . everyone around you called as a "secret breaker" . Of course not all , but most . And if I tell you also no use , you cannot help me , because i cant help myself either. it is out of my control . cheers :)

No Shouting .
Once a professor asked his students : "Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset?" The student thought for a while before one of them said : " We shout because we lose our clam." "But why shout when the other person is just next to you? Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice?" The student gave various answers , none of which satisfied the professor.

Finally he explained : "When two people are angry with each other , their hearts distance. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the louder they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance." Then he asked : "What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly. Why ? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small.

"When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak - they only whisper and get closer to each other in their love. Finally they do not even need to whisper. They only look at each other, that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other." So , when you argue , do no let your hearts get distant or say words that distance each other even more, or there may come a day when the distance is so great you will not find the path back to each other.

An article from TheStars newspaper :)

안줄래 (Won't Give You) - 4 Minute

2011-01-13T23:21:00.006+08:00

Officially Fifteen ♥ :)

Thank to those wished me for my birthday today :) Appreciate alot , and thanks for the present too . Have a simple celebration with my family , er . not all . with my mum and my 2nd bro :) After tuition , bro treated us seafood . Fried Sotong , ♥ Yum . :D and thanks mummy for the tiramisu cake . Although it is simple , but still i hope next year will be the same , because no one know what will be happening , to us. Or should i said , i know ? :) no , god knows.

Thank you Aslene for that post , i won't angry at you . ;P i will love you :D ♥

Never knew i needed - Ne yo

2011-01-13T14:28:00.003+08:00

i don't care whether you're angry me

for posting something on your blog :P

But yeah,

Happy birthday micmic :) ♥

your sincerely ,

aslene.

2011-01-11T21:30:00.004+08:00

Don't say it's forever , because no one know what's coming next.

Sorry for not blogging for days , been busy lately . or should i say , will always be busy from now on? (: aha , will be totally free after PMR ;O My laptop is now so suck , i hate it -.- still cannot access to internet , i guess my modem got problem or my mozilla got problem or what?! Because i tried to use the digi broadband , and it worked . It can access on internet , but mozilla cannot use , so needa like use google chrome or internet explorer . So, what's the problem? -.- currently using my mum's netbook to blog since im free today .

In one week , 4 days of tuition , 1 days of piano class , and 1 day of social activities . And don't forget , co-curiculum activities too . which is on tuesday , wednesday and friday . Seriously , i didn't even feel like touching my laptop anymore after it spoil into like that and im tired too. The only day im free is Tuesday . which is today. no tuition , and sport practice which is in tuesday only start during March .

Paranormal Activity 2

went to watch this during the weekend with sherlyn , nikki , weiwei at gurney . well , abit scary thou , alot of sound effect that make me shocked twice -.- but i did not expected the movie ended so fast , and the ending always that suck. i prefer paranormal activity 1 . more chigek , i guess lmao. After the movie , went to bought some present , and mum came early . I asked her to treat me dinner at Clinic Cafe ;P

I love my oreo milk shake ♥

The food , awesome plate and cup LOLS.

syringe with tomato sauce , mum always suck at taking picture , LOL.

Resit !

Picture taken at Straits Quay ♥
I love this :) cute pole and clear blue sky.

Straits Quay ♥
like i said , mum always suck at taking picture,
even though i already teach her LOL.

Thanks to sherlyn for lollipop chain, nikki for bunny chain and weiwei for pigrabbit (: and the cards. others all are calefea . but i love my new bottle xD , seriously , pink again . nowadays those thing in pink in colour are cuter than other colour thing -.-

Oh and , about the locker thingy , seriously i damn beh song and dulan about it. Out of the sudden i kena blacklisted ? Went to find the teacher in charge of the locker thing this year , I asked her why i got blacklisted , and she asked me to find Ms.Teh , she said she was the one blacklisted those student . So , head to Ms.Teh and asked her , she said go and find Ms.Leong , last year locker teacher . I was like whatthehell . Today , I went to find Ms.Leong , she said she was not the one who blacklisted the student , those afternoon section discipline teacher in charge of blacklist thingy . It's not like I got done anything wrong , I did not lost my key , I did not change the lock , I did not get any dimerit because of the locker thing , although my dimerit marks is more than 12 , but what about others ? those girls with higher dimerit are able to rent it too. I even cleared my book earlier than the date they gave , even though my partner didn't. seriously i damn pissed about it . That is one of the reason i don't want to share locker with anyone , because i don't want to get into trouble , no one wants . Although i sound abit selfish , but still this is what i get even though i DID NOT done any wrong. Screw this.

Im done for today . will update when im really free , off to homework now.

Fifteen - Taylor Swift

2011-01-04T14:32:00.004+08:00

wonders .

I'm so so so so so so fucking tired . -.- I'm at mum's office now , that's why i'm able to blog , i want to go back home laaa , want to take a nap also cannot TT , yesterday also same , wait for mum until 2.45 pm like that because of the traffic jam at Heng Ee school , whatthehell . Then around 4 only reach home . Bath liao just nap for 5minute then go tuition already -.- and im on bed before 10.30pm ! so unbelievable , and i still not enough sleep , i thought today will have a good noon sleep but ... aw . :(

Today all of us have to go to hall and hear those teachers' crap crap crap . Was almost fall asleep , trying to control myself -.- and met alot of new teacher which are teaching our class . And one of the "pau" teacher teach us History . Damn , thanks to LiPing cursing -.-

Usually Form 1 until form 3 class name is the same , and now they changed the name because our school reached 50th anniversary . funny sia the name -.- and our sport colour which is blue , green , red and yellow also changed the name .

Class Name

Merah = Ceria
Ungu = Harmoni
Putih = Permai
Hijau = Bahagia
Kuning = Damai
Biru = Aman

Sport Colour Name

Blue = Sapphire
Green = Emerald
Yellow = Topaz
Red = Ruby

The class name is so weird and funny , most funny is bahagia -.-" liping is now monitor in her class , 3 bahagia O: so bahagia hor . and she's the ketua bahagia . ftw HAHA. and this morning , and funny thing happened . O: woke at 5am and took a bathe , then went to wait for bus around 5.55am . then i saw my bus came already , but it just drive away , drawing prove it all . then my mum fetched me to school , and now im sick already -.- flu and flu , i want to sleep badly.

so stupid laaa . and the uncle asked me to sit another bus , =.= I WANT MY BED NOW !

Appears - Ayumi Hamasaki

2011-01-02T21:23:00.003+08:00

Back to school .

Well , school is reopening , as everyone would know , I'm on the way preparing for school as well . Wrapping that babi textbooks -.- I feel so lazy , yet I feel so excited for school , i wonder why . Maybe because it is in morning section . Talking about morning section , there are alot of morning section teacher i hate rofl . They suck . -.- I wonder who will be our class form teacher . I hope not that "pau" . O: I hope i will be able to wake up for school . aha .

Once again , my laptop is not working . Thanks to my bro , he destroyed his own laptop and now he destroyed my laptop . Fuck him . My laptop is like , cannot access to internet , like Mozilla Firefox , IE or Safari those . But able to MSN or Dota . =.= so.. yeah , im using my 2nd bro's desktop now. I guess the next time i post will be until my laptop is fixed . or i'll use my bro's desktop again .

My 2011 life will be freaking busy :) 4days of tuition , 3days of kokurikulum activity , 1day of sukan and 1day of social activity , in 1WEEK . Can you imagine that? -.- Will be less online , gonna try studying for PMR :O so unbelievable to hear me studying right x) i can't believe myself doing that too . aha , being busy is better than being too free , because it's lifeless if we're too free .

Bye , i hope i wont give up half way . HAHA. Loves , ♥

Home -Micheal Buble

2011-01-01T02:42:00.002+08:00

A new year through new hope.

LALALALALA , over hyper :) too much sugar . Uh , like usual . school is starting . so soon. eww. I hate the new badge -.-" anyway , i guess i will be guai lui for like , 1 or 2 month? :D hehe , most of us also like that lar . " I'M GOING TO BE GOOD GIRL THIS YEAR ! UH , STUDY HARD ! " , after 2 or 3 month , you will like .. " OH IM SO LAZIE " . There is one example , ME ! i admit im that type of person .

We went for countdown just now , at where ? FARLIM BURGER STALL ! LMAO. Was so crazy , burger with mineral water , and coke .. not for drink , but play . And also those bursting thingy . THE "POP" SOUND SO SOFT , ONLY EFFECT ON THE SMELL . so smelly like babi . wtf , recorded crazy video and picture and lot lot more -.- I guess , all of us enjoyed . At least not fadai-ing at home , right ? :)

I got alot of crap to say , but i guess it's not the right time yet . Just some rubbish crap , no one bother to listen of it too . somehow , someday , i hope you will understand what i've been through all the past year in 2010 .

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
WELCOME TWO-OH-ONE-ONE :)

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

2010-12-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

Peace , Love , Smile

HI , IM BACK . FROM GENTING , SUNWAY LAGOON AND KAY ELL ! enjoyed , i guess :O Got alot to say , but im lazy . so i'll say nothing but picture time ! :)

Reached Genting Highlands , waiting them to check in the apartment :) damn cold .

Uh , I forget what place is it called . First world ? theme park? ==

Arcade :D so retarded .

Our lenglui wei lun ♥ so cute hor. xD there is also a video at my facebook profile , damn funny.

Going to Sunway Lagoon for the next day , and it is more cold than the day we reached -.-
Even Felix and Daniel were hugging each other LOL.

Sunway Lagoon ♥
for some reason , i can't play at the wet zone. damn ! :(

Met Aslene and Yuuki at Sunway Pyramid ♥

Last Day , TimeSquare .
Bar.B.Q ! :D

TimeSquare Bowling ♥
First time play bowling and got strike at the first roll ,
so unbelievable right ,
Credits to Christine Ng!

Present from Aslene Tiam and May Chin !
Pink pig , so cute xD
Thank you , i love it :P
and thanks yuuki for sushi treat ♥

Miracle - BoA

2010-12-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

I want to touch and feel the snow .

Hey :) It's 27December 2010 , 4.50 in the morning now :O Waiting time to pass by . Christmas is Over , and so caroling is over too . Enjoyed ! Especially yesterday's Christmas party . was Awsome . If Christmas is over , so what do you receive ? Present , of course .

First Christmas present that I receive , the bag is nice , but what i don't like is , it is in pink colour -.-" He told my mum I will love it , but sorry . My taste changed :( LOL . Because he said he will bring me to buy anything that is below rm100 , so i did not told him what i want when he asked my mum . And I decided to buy Extreme Pencil Box some more :( but , hope gone LOL . And he also gave me a shirt , PINK also . so got fate with pink nowadays ):

Headphone , Pink again . But this is still acceptable ;x at least suit me ♥ LOL Get it from Family Trip @ Paradise Hotel from exchange gift :)

Little Puppy get from Beh , Bookmark get from Christine , Necklace from Joyce , Socks from Lai Kim , Keychain from PheiChean , Small star from Jia Xin and lastly , Red cup from exchange gift during Christmas Party at CZone :)

Cute pencilbox from Angel Tang :) pink again , i don't know why those pink stuff always got cute thing on them . ):

Sunway Hotel ♥
Last Caroling Picture , look at my hair . so short and suck -.-

Lastly , PheiChean going to leave us , she won't be joining us that often already , Because for some reason , we'll miss you alright :) join us for caroling next year ! ♥ loves.

SUNWAY LAGOON AND GENTING !
HERE I COME :)
DON'T MISS ME , WILL BE BACK ON 3DAYS TIME

2010-12-25T01:56:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas Earthlings ! ♥

Ello :D Just came back from countdown for christmas at yee su house . Before that , we went 5 place to carol non-stop . And the funniest thing is , we went to three different type of hotels , and they served three time of food for us , and one of it is the same food , FRIED POHPIAH LOL. Although I already got abit sore throat , but when i saw the pohpiah , my leg auto walk go and auto take and auto put inside my mouth already LOL. and now im having a little of sore throat -.-"

3 Dec 2010 :
-Equatorial hotel : 6pm.

4 Dec 2010:
-Sunshine Square(Bayan Baru) : 5pm.

11, 12 Dec 2010 :
-Queensbay mall caroling competition : 5pm.

17 Dec 2010 :
-Estin Hotel : 7.30pm

18 Dec 2010:
-SP Setia (Relau) : 7pm.
-Sunshine Square(Bayan Baru) : 8pm.

19 Dec 2010:
-Bethel Home : 5pm.
-BH Nursing Home : 6pm.
-SP Setia (Relau) : 7pm.
- Praise Church 8.15pm.

24 Dec 2010 :
-Prangin Mall : 4.30pm.
-Equatorial hotel : 6.45pm.
-Traders' hotel : 8pm.
-Sunway hotel : 9.30pm.
-Corner's club: 10.45pm

25 Dec 2010 :
-Prangin Mall : 12pm.

The place we went for caroling :) tired like babi macam xD. we rushed like babi hutan today . and because of traffic jam , we are late ! So all of us come out from the car and run to the place , people are thinking like we're crazy . Haven't buy present for the exchange gift yet , don't know what to buy , and it's today ! yes 25th . -.- i wonder what is suitable for guy and girl . I asked one of my guy friend , he said he prefer teddy bear , wtf .

Back to December - Taylor Swift

2010-12-23T18:13:00.003+08:00

nowadays those thing in pink are so cute .

I've been so lazy to update nowadays since i'm busy with other stuff too . Caroling and Family trip for one day , had made me so tired . I got lots of picture to upload , and lots of stuff to say . But i think i won't be uploading all , or not even one . Since i don't have the mood xD . my blogging mood had gone . :( Will blog everything after my mood came back , or i wont blog about it? LOL HAHA. ignore my crap . Tomorrow gonna be a busy day again , and also the day after tomorrow too . :)

I don't know what to say anymore , well . A lot of problems happen , some kind of personal thing . Like i heck care , but sometime i do care . Lain di mulut , lain di hati . :D Everyone does that . Let's end this post , with a quotes.

"At this age , everything changing , day by day we don't notice , but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has . People you thought were going to be there forever aren't and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends . Life makes little sense , and the more we grow the less sense it will make . So make the most of now , before it all change once again , because in the near future , all of this is only going to be memories . "

Claude Kelly - I Hate Love

2010-12-17T11:50:00.002+08:00

aww , so cute ! :D

BOO , just trying to make my blog alive :D
i found one cute song yesterday :O

Perfect Two - Auburn ♥

and later on i found this , the so-called-break-up-version LOLS.

Perfect Two Break Up Version LOL

still thinking should i go for practice :O
i feel lazy but i don't wanna stay at home -.-"

What If - Jason Derulo

2010-12-16T12:55:00.003+08:00

Waktu itu , aku fikir segalanya akan kekal buat kami untuk ~~selamanya~~ .
Tetapi hakikatnya bukan begitu .

I don't know how to update but yeah , this is be a very short post :)

What exactly is a broken heart? A broken heart is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his phone number. A broken heart is the cold, chattering feeling you receive when you hear his name. A broken heart is when you’re crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying more and more each morning. A broken heart is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, and then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears. A broken heart is screaming and begging for a second chance inside, but not being able to say it out loud. A broken heart is the emptiness and heart wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with other girls. A broken heart is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact be “okay.” A broken heart is listening to that one song that makes you break down, on repeat. A broken heart is when you go from smiling uncontrollably every time you see him to quiet tears every time someone mentions his name. A broken heart is when you try to avoid him but end up going out of your way just to get a glimpse of him. A broken heart is when you know you’ve been hurt, but have no idea how to fix it. A broken heart is when you finally realize that he’s everything you need and at the same time realize he’s the one thing you can never have. But, in the end, you realize that life’s better off without him. You deserve better and you’ve grown into a stronger person because of this. So , if you heart was really broken , you would be dead .

:: DoLL :: 3rd MV ,
credits to Aslene Tiam ! :B

Tell me , who should i trust ,
who should i express my feeling to ?
totally stuck inside .
Left Speechless .

Perfect Two - Auburn

Happy 1yr anniversary , not.
idiot scp ,
i miss you fucking much .

2010-12-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

an awful december .

Hello hello ! Sorry for not update for so long . Okay , 4days? xD . Was kinda busy :O Busy with caroling practice and so on ! Always wanted to update but end up finding myself fall asleep at bed , and i was so lazyy , so i keep on telling myself to update the next day , until today ! LOL. like finally . ;x okay , i will update what i do in this 3 days :)

Friday , 10 December 2010

Wake up early in the morning , mummy and her friend went to Coffee Bean for breakfast . We went to some dont know where mia Coffee Bean stall there , but don't have the stock for the breakfast set . Because we need to order like around 10sets . lmao . Then head back to Gurney Plaza's Coffee Bean :D Bought myself the breakfast set with 2 sausage and the bread . I forgot what it is called , well . And Hazel Nut Blended . :) Yum O: They were talking picture while I playing phone games . ==

Her friend ; Mum :D

After that , head over to mum's office and wait for the time to pass by , playing her netbook , sleep around . For lunch , asked mum to bring me to her office next door japanese food to eat LOL , delicious ;P around 4pm , mum dropped me to Czone for practice again . And tonight is kuaci night ! :D Lazy to type , so .. ya have alot of fun , we even played Nintendo something , on the tv one , i forgot what it is called LOL , SO FUN SIA.

Saturday , 11 December 2010

FGT Youth / 14th Penang Caroling Team ♥

Today is our competition day :D There is always good news and bad news , ain't they ? But bad news is not always bad , ;P Our team is around 33 people , so they have to kick 3 people because the competition rules max people is only 30 person per team , so Jia Xin , Jun Jie *i think, can't remember his name :x* and Me could not able to join the competition , and I also got piano class before that , dont forget xD . After my class ended at 4.30 , rushed to Queensbay Mall , took some picture , and recorded video with they perform too , sorry i forgot to record those guitarist inside ):

Guitarist and Cello , getting ready to perform

On stage , getting ready !

The video :D

Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treater

After the competition , we went to eat and watched this ! 9.30pm show . They bought 15 tickets , but actually there is 17 people going to watch it :( Eunice and Daniel ain't able to watch it since not enough ticket , and when they went to buy it again , 2 theater was fulled . The movie is okayy , not bad . Since i don't watch narnia from the beginning LOL. reached home at 12.30 :)

Sunday , 12 December 2010

Cute + Pretty ! ♥

Good news ! We got third place in the competition :D and we have to go and perform again , eunice and daniel could not join us today , aww . Went to FGT and start to get ready , make up . :( this is my first time . I don't even know how to mess it on my face , lucky wei chee come to rescue ! hehs , then practice for the very last time , and head over Queensbay , again :P

PheiChean :D

Jia Xin , so cute right ♥

Wei Chee ; Me ♥

Take #1

Take #2
2nd Runner up ; Rm1000 xD

and also , don't forget !
*drum rolls*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANIA YONG AKA BAOBEII KU ♥
smile always , i love you :D
muacks ~

Into the new world - Girls' Generation

2010-12-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

what if we don't even have a , single chance?

Holiday is totally boring . Don't you think so? :) For those who always go for trip during holiday , of course , they sure say it's fun . And what do ordinary people do during holiday ? Your parents' are so busy for their work . What we teenagers do is staring at the computer , facebook ! No no , facebook is getting sucker nowadays lol. Okay , play game. Whatever game . It's alright to play game , some are addicted to it . Like me :D but now i'm bored of game already lol . go out ! make some new friends :D k ignore my crap =3=

INSOMNIA
What is insomnia ? Insomnia is... www.google.com for more information LOL. My sleeping schedule is very random . Yesterday night , I went for caroling practice , 10pm back home d . Tapao food back home then ate abit liao suddenly feel so sleepy . Decided to shower and end up napping on bed for 2hours lol. After bath , i become over hyper == Whole night cannot sleep , keep disturb my mum lol. until 7a.m , keep wake my mum and ask her bring me go jog lol wth . Then went for breakfast , came back home around 11am d. Then go bed until 6pm+ @@ . Wake up , wash face , prepare myself for practice again .

Conclusion : My day = night ; My night = day . -.-

HAHAHA , look at this . :D This is yesterday TheStar newspaper , our caroling group appear here ! Page M4 . Those picture there are taken during last friday , which is at Equatorial Hotel . I wasn't there to watch their performance , so i don't know how was it LOL. I hope I don't appear inside next time lol . Our coming competition is on this week , Sat and Sun . :D Good luck all x)

Gold Dust - Jackie Boyz

2010-12-05T20:37:00.001+08:00

don't you think that they're adorable? :)

As usual , wanted to update yesterday , end up fell asleep and forget to post again . -.- alright , let's talk about Saturday :) Wake up early to practice for my piano , since nowadays i seldom practice , i wonder i'm currently improve or deprove == going to grade 2 for piano soon . Should i go and take test ? ._. oh well , today piano had class changed to 3.30pm - 4.30pm which i don't like it because it is on weekend ! :( last time also on weekend , but start 1hour earlier .

After my piano class , i went to Sunshine Square to watch their performance . Waited for 1hour then they only start performing @@ , took some picture and recorded the front part of their performing xD . Take a look :D

Sorry , not everyone were inside . because standing too near x.x

The video , this confirm everyone were inside ! xD

After watching their performance , mum took me to buy some stuff , and it's time for dinner already :O as usual , she didn't cook for dinner , almost 1 year already -.- the rice cooker also covered with dust d . lmao . seriously ._. and we decided to go for Pizza Hut for dinner ! xD , my favourite ;p And we tried the 6 type of cheeses pizza ! Delicious , but easy to gain weight , lmao . Full with cheese sia the pizza ==

Oh and , my big brother just brought iPad ! so awesome + cool :D he keep on lanc to me during the previous day because he was so excited about it -.-" there is also a application which is Talking Tom , it can repeat what you said to him , and if you hit his head , it will go ouch ;p of course , you can tap it too , and if you forget him , he will yawn and sneeze . But currently im bored of it already :( and my brother keep on playing with it since last night lmao .

Oh well , not feeling well today . ); Skipped caroling practice today . aww. more update soon ! :D I wanna go Sunway Lagoon :( :(

你最近还好吗? - S.H.E

2010-12-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

I will never see your smile again.

Wanted to update yesterday , but I was very tired since I went out whole day and I went to slept early , my bad ;O . And I had a terrible dream last night , or should i say , biggest nightmare? It's about a friend betray you , and also took away your loves one :O . but who cares , he's no longer mine . Oh well , went to Gurney Plaza with su ying and li yi and su ying's . Reach there very early . So i went to MPH and look for meaningful book :D

Saw one book , title " Happiness Now " . I forgot the author name d.
Read one of the content inside said ;

"You don't wait for life to get easier. You make the choice to be happy first. I remember waiting for my life to get easier. I thought, "When I have less problems , I'll be happy ! " Then I noticed something fascinating. The happiest people I knew had more problems then I did !

Maybe you have noticed the same thing - that people who seem to get the most out of life have often had it tough. They have lost loved ones, they've gone broke , they've suffered serious illness and most likey , they still have big problems !

But they are happy because at some point they decided "happy" is the only way to live. Happiness doesn't just happen to you , like some "accident" . It is something you choose. Recently I had a conversation on Cleveland radio with a lady named Rena.

Rena told me , " I got divorced , I am currently being sued , my house just burned down and now my doctors tell me that my cancer has returned for the third time. " But she said , "You know , amongst all this , I am happy ! " If you wake up saying , I hope I have a good day, and I'll be happy, you never will be. "

Sounds interesting , ain't? :D

Alright , waited them to reach , it is like 2pm they only reach -.- then saw alice , alison , jocelyn , jocelyn's sister, charity and suzanne ! Booked redbox for 4hours . Lmao , being lightbulb there :( wtf . -skip- :D picture time.

Redbox ; Me , Charity
fck my hair , weird :(

everyone ; ♥'s them ! :D
i wasnt ready yet ):

they asked me to do hiao post , and..
jocelyn post a example for me , and i laughed like hell LOL

jump ! :D

Went I'm going to go back home , Li ping suddenly come Gurney with her family , aww , too bad im going home xD , 4 of them went to watch ghost movie :O Mum came and fetch me , and we went to have dinner , then terus go to caroling at czone ! :X was so tired , my eyes was going to close , ): then keep practice and practice , and when break time , i ran to toilet and washed my face , and finally my eyes can open abit -.-

Ended at 10.30 , went back , bath , watch tv and went to bed !
Fun day :D 011210 .

王力宏 - 心跳

2010-11-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

leave out all the rest.

Okay lets begin , wanted to update yesterday , but i got too tired and went to bed early , so i'll update today :D During Sunday , went to Eunice's house with Beh and wait for Eunice to fetch us to the church . Okay , hear the speech there , quite fun i guess ? Nah , was sleepy at the same time @@ . Later 2pm started to train for caroling , and I joined Boys' Brigade Club :D Of course , we have to train ourself , and i bet it will be fun :O so my life wont be lifeless anymore? LOL .

Today we planed to go to QueensBay for a movie :) so here it is ! Went there around 11+ and they havent come yet which is LiPing , Su ying , Wei Wei and Nikki . So i went to Borders and read some books , so unbelievable right? :D It's okay , I know. Finally , they reach at 1pm . Whatthehell . :(

AND SOOO !
*drums roll*
we watched this ! :D was awesome , and the movie is funny too ,

Before we going into the cinema , we went to Padini to buy some clothe which is on promotion . 1 for Rm39 and 2 for Rm49 . Since she said there is one clothe that she want like crazy , and as what i said to her , SOLD OUT. HAHAHAHA. So we bought another , it's long sleeves . Black and Blue , i don't really like that blue one because , i dont like it HAHA. okay so the black one only left 3 , 2 Small and 1 Large . I bought the black one and Liping bought the blue one :)

Take 1

Take 2
More picture on my facebook album :)

Ouch , i don't know what it make it like that , but -.- yeah stupid :( LOL oh well , will update soon !

Nelly - Just A Dream

2010-11-24T22:21:00.009+08:00

You cannot except others to come into your world ,
you need to go to their world .

Hello , really sorry for late posting ! My laptop are really really lag for website , especially blogger ! I don't know why ._. Maybe blogger hates me :( or streamyx hate my laptop , because when I'm using my mum's netbook , there's nothing wrong with the connection , only my laptop ! I guess it hate me , oh well :D

Uhrm , as you see , im joining for caroling right now , its awesome + fun ! :D And the people there are friendly. At least I don't have to stare at the computer whole day , and now my sleeping time are all upside down , I used to sleep at 4am and woke at 5pm . LOL . That why Im worrying how am i going to wake up for next year , WeiThing surely kill me if i was absent for 1 day xD . Okay back to topic , Caroling job is a group of people , plays music and sing song , xmas song . As what i heard , we need to perform on the next Friday , that's fast :O I don't know what it is called , but what i see on the wall it is [C]+Zone . Interesting isnt it ? :D

Oh and , voting starts now . For the video competition. Well , i still think lene's video is the best among all . ;\ but i don't know why the vote are so , different from others . Alright , wanna support on our video ? or wanna take a look ? CLICK HERE for the video , if you wanna support us , here's the step . CLICK HERE to like the page first , and the go to the video again which is CLICK HERE and like this video . Thanks , we appreciate every support of yours :D

And i believe in miracles ♥
Even its never happen ,
but someday, it will.
Don't give up :)

AND THANKS ASLENE FOR THE BLOGSKIN ♥

Hebe-寂寞寂寞就好

2010-11-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

when you're young , you won't get embarrass by doing stupid thing :)

Hello , it's been a time since i update my blog :D Thanks to Khoo Wei Thing who asked me to update LOL , okay , see . i so good update for you ler ! xD . *syok sendiri* alright , these few days i got really really bored at home , and my laptop doesn't working well , been very very lag . That's why i got no mood to play games too . And the every time i update my blog , it is very lag until i got pissed -.-"

This is what i do for 3days already , playing msn game , and sad case , my laptop cannot play msn game , i don't know why . Last time can but now cannot already , must be my laptop problem . Either i plays at my bro pc or my mum's netbook . Played with li ping , she damn pro d lor ! 25/25 , at last she win also :( so sadd . TT . Well, this is what I do during the last 3 days.

Yesterday , I cleaned my room . And threw away those exercise book that are suppose to be thrown away , and guess what ? I saw my karangan book . Which only contain 1 karangan inside . And I can't even recognize my own word , like wtf?! and i don't remember writing it , it's so funny LOL . I can't stop laughing when i saw it , rofl . here is it. click on it for bigger view :D HEHE , Wei Thing , is this enough for you? xD or you want MORE? ;P

BABYYYYYY TELL ME WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOO .

No Love - Simple Plan

2010-11-19T21:33:00.004+08:00

Peace , i hope.

Well , couldn't get that job from the pet shop because i need to attend course of it and it will waste time . So , i decided to look for another . It has been already 2days since holiday . And the very first time , i feel so sien of holiday . whatthefck . I'm so desperate for moneh now ! eww . ); I asked my mum something and she could not answer me back . -.-"

Me ; MUM ! When will i get my own room ?
Mum ; Don't ask me question that I don't know how to answer you.

OH this is suck . I used to have my own room when i was at the old house , and how i have to share room with my mum?! soooo unfair . :( I already planned what to do with my room , guess i have to wait again. -.- ahahahaha . :D !

Super Dancer Online Group Fashion Shows 2010

:: DoLL :: Trailer 2

Enjoy !
Credits to Aslene Tiam ! ♥

When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating

2010-11-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

I thought you will be here lying with me.
end up i found myself alone

Hai there :) Internet is so fcking slow now, i can't even blog at my laptop and i even have to use my mum netbook to do so . Her netbook load faster than mine , whatthehell ? My laptop can't even load blogger.com or facebook.com or mol.com :D soooooo freaking pissed . Guess my laptop got some problem already -.- bro touch = ggfied . alright , lets take about thursday .Told my mum that I don't wanna stay at home doing nothing , so my mum brought me to her office and waited for her to finish her meeting.

*take 1* epic fail . forget it. :)

After mum finish her meeting , she got appointment with her customer and i have to follow my bro and all their friends for breakfast . And then my bro and his girlfriend brought me to Gurney Plaza.

We went to starbuck brought some drinks :D Vanilla Blended for me , Herb tea for his girlfriend and Ice water for bro. Sat there for almost 2 hours , very very bored and sleepy -.-
After that bro's friend came and they talked while I went for a walk . Went to musical instrument shop , saw one of the keyboard-style piano , Rm3k lmao . And classic-style piano for Rm15k = = hellmuch .

Capture this since i am so bored there for 2hours . ignore that background . idiot bro face LOLS.

The truth - Kris Allen

2010-11-16T22:58:00.001+08:00

Don't look back , I'm trying not to look back anymore.

School ; GoodBye , See you next year :D
Holiday ; Here I come ! x)

Holiday is here , there is a good thing and also a bad thing , i guess ;O . I can sleep as late as I want while no one can control me :) but the main point is , what am i going to do during the holiday ? Maple ? Xdo ? Dota ? Play long also sian lmao . Outing ? But impossible go out everyday right ? Soon wallet also kosong -.-"

Asked my mum to ask her friend weather wanna take me as their worker anot , work in pet shop . As you know I loves pet , so maybe i might be interested in this work and no one forcing me too :) Since everyday face in front computer also no use right . It's better I do something I love to do .

Look at this ass back . What are you thinking ? Must be some crazy dog came and make his back become like that , don't you think so ? Yes it's crazy dog , himself . His fingernail make it . So eww right :D I don't even know what the hell is he doing .

Well , After start taking my piano lesson back , it had been 1 and a half month already . Teacher keep complaining that I played very terrible , and so my mum decide to take this little old keyboard out for temporary . The note C and E cannot be pressed together , i don't know why . Must be spoiled already . I'm craving for new one ! This keyboard is abit old , bought it when i was very very young , i was so excited when my mum bought me this . I hope she buy me a new one too :) a bigger piano .

You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift

2010-11-15T23:42:00.005+08:00

It had been the 3rd time already , no 4th. fck.
i had tried my best ; but too bad , i failed to do so.

School is ending . Got all my marks , streaming is done today . Lot of them dropped class badly , but im the only one remaining in 3rd class and Zoe too . Others either drop or remain , but not same class with me . But at least I got Wei Thing next year ! She gonna kill me if I don't attend to school , and she want to pull me to sit in front so that i don't dare to sleep while teacher is teaching . She's smart to death , damn ): I hate morning class because of waking early , and i love morning class because we have more time ! :D that's the advantage and the disadvantage .

BM - 75%
BI - 75%
SC - 52%
MT - 48%
SJ - 45%
GEO - 55%
Moral - 85%
Sivik - 82%
KH - 53%
Seni - 72%

Average - 62.11%
Position - 10/39
Whole form - 88/232

Got my form3 textbook today too . Heavy like fck. Got shit book back -.- WeiThing book is much better than me but she keep on complaining how shit her book is LOL. damn funny sia her xD. And after school going to end , sudden feel very down , down , down :D Explained everything to su ying , and it happened again. Then storms came and rain started to came too . Wind were strongly been blow and our school building been float by water ? lmao don't know explain . Waiting my mum to fetch me , luckily asked her to come if not these book sure gonna be wet d if i sit bus home lol.

We also got our school magazine :D that's the front cover , okay la . not bad . if don't want judge too much can be said it is very nice jo ;P

Lastly , this is our class page . it's actually 2 page , it cost us rm400 . this is one of the page . too bad my face don't appear here because i was actually absent . damn it -.- oh well , i don't really wish my face appear here too LOL. ahah . :D

Cry - Rihanna

2010-11-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

A butterfly with torned wing will try it best to fly up high and heals its own wing.

Screwed my piano classes wtf . first song was okay, did it very well and the next song go terrible and continue to be more terrible on the next song ._. no eye see . Ain't practicing really much nowadays. :O

damn , i want this :( god please grant my wish :D

Love the way you lie Part 2 - Rihanna ft. Eminem

2010-11-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

It's time to go out and see the real world ,
and i believe i will find something beautiful in life :)

Hello , sorry for making my blog dead this few days , just out of topic to blog . :O This is the very first time i woke up in the early morning without any event happening , and did not take a nap during in class while there is no teacher at all , screwed my day by doing something unexpected with someone , not a good thing because i did not plan to let her know. Getting scold by that teacher for the very first time .I did not able to go to sleep on the night and even played word search to force myself to fall asleep . what the hell happening on me ? f.ck the world.

I believe this is just a temporary pain , it's too late to go back and undo the things. Small decision can change your whole life , aint they ? I know I will be okay even though im not , i will be. Lets talk about today . Desmond texted me this morning and asked me to pt and dota , i did not promise him since i did not plan to go , and not really interested to go . After i reached school , i feel very sien , i feel want to punch myself for some reason . So i decide to go and enjoy myself for a day and forget whats hurts . Was extremely tired , and i fall asleep after i bathed and here i am now . :) Finally i'm getting some sleep . thank god :O

I WANNA GO KL , :( BRO JUST WENT THERE BY PLANE , RAWR.

Mad - Ne Yo

2010-11-11T09:06:00.003+08:00

breathe , life goes on .

There is always good news and bad news , aint they ? :D
The good news is ,
i got top 10 in class (:
it seem useless anyway .
The bad news is ,
ahar . not really awful bad . well , life goes on :)
just making my blog alive , bye

it doesnt seem to be okay at all.

2010-11-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all Indians :)

sleep at 5am and woke at 7.30 , it's kills me so hard to wake up.
promised my mum to go with her since i was very free .
took a bath and went to fetched my aunt too :D
we went to uncle's stall to help him sell the stuff .
it's actually a fair , that used coupons to buy the stuff ,
and the money will be either donate to the blind or claimed some back.

we went to see all the stalls , and bought some stuff before we go and helped him.

guess what i saw? ;P look at this cute girl . i found this snowman is interesting , and i was readying my camera and capture it . and i didn't know she was there . after i check back the picture , i found that she's cute LOL.

start to sell from 8.30 until 12.00 , was very busy since there are plenty of customer , well . it's a good thing also right :D and some naughty kids called me aunty , damn :( and i even sold wrongly for them -.- so babi , rawrs . later on , my cousin's childrens came for a visit :D they're superb cute !

ain't they cute? :D

after working for for 3hours , we earned Rm2800+ :D all the money are going to be donated to the homes for the blind , cool isnt it :) it was awesome thou , but tiring , oh well .

2010-11-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

everything and everyone had its emotion.

Went to queensbay today :) , slept late and woke up late
slept half way then sudden phone ring ,
gila li ping ask me go fetch her , then i go nap on bed back.
she call again , damn ): went to bath and fetched her .
reach queensbay around 3.30 , find them at skating ring .
bought 3.55 movie ticket , bought popcorn and drinks and went in .

okay , guess what. we watched this ! 3D somemore , wtf. 5 people watch together . 1 couple and 3 girls. kinda scary . and my hand give that gila woman pinch till red like babi d LOL. scared by her not scared by the ghost lmao. and that couple ar , dunno do what beside us ler . LOL. i wonder behind people got saw that anot ROFL. seriously so eww lar ): i mean the movie ;P

when to arcade after watch finish , then that couple and nikki went to skate again , played until 6+ like that , and then that gila woman go find her AHREM. then kena pull go also . later on all came out from skating ring and bought food , waited for 10min , rawr. and they went to toilet and vain lmao.

me , lp and nikki :)

gila woman with me , rofl . cant see her face -.-

couple girl and me , i look so steam LOL.

2010-11-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

Just because I don't understand , doesn't mean I don't care :D

Helloo , tomorrow is holiday :)
so will be staying up late tonight , and im kinda sleepy now.
but when i reached my bed , i wont feel sleepy anymore , thats stupid.
oh well , going out tomorrow , nowadays at school keep slacking only.
cleaned up my locker today , forced to bring back lot of rubbish books back home -.-
i don't know what's up with my mood today , swing and swing .
i even talked crap and scolded people = = seriously , i don't know what's going on in my mind.
oh forget it ;(

Pills heals everything , but this is not an ordinary pill , they can make me go high :) look carefully . they got emotion on its face too . so cute righttttt :D i know right. LOL. look at it = you go high :)
ignore my crap. bye

2010-11-02T21:49:00.004+08:00

if you really love something , you have to let it go first , if it's come back to you then it's yours forever

OLA.
This morning is really really cold :)
dont feel like getting up for school and yet keep on seeking into my blanket , hehs.
at last mum keep mumbling and i have to get up );
today is pendaftaran hari kokurikulum for next year .
i wanted to join Girl Guides cause i don't like PBSM ,
but i need to find someone from Girl Guides that wanted to change to PBSM .
that is totally IMPOSSIBLE -.-" which mean , that's suck = i don't get to change.
Oh well , got some test marks , no fail at the moment :)
Holiday is coming , and here come the boredness .

you see , it had rained since Sunday , which mean it had already rained for 3 days. the atmosphere now is colder and colder as you thought. my room fan is only speed 1 yet my leg shaking like hell @@ . my brother sweater is perfect thou , but too thick lmao. you wont feel really comfy if you wore at home , kinda annoying . nowadays i like to post like that lmao. going crazy soon :)

2010-11-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

It's time to take a risk , sweetheart. ;)

Hellooo , school ain't good today .
lots of bad stuff happened , which made everyone not happy.
both side stubborn , no heart to apologize , also wont happy one right .
oh well , let the fate decide :)
rained 2 days already , very cold now ;\
Malaysia is very funny , when it's hot , it will be very hot like you're in BBQing .
when it's cold , it will be very cold until your leg shake .
that's what i don't like. );

this little cute pig would cheer up my day today instead ! :) bought it at Queensbay , Rm6.9 each . very soft . quality quite good . It's actually a pair . This is the guy one , i was thinking to buy the girl one but , yeah . If i'm going next time , i will hunt for the girl one :) ain't that cute? There's even a cute little tail behind it's butt ;P and one tiny hat above . oh well ,

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

All-American Rejects' - It ends tonight

2010-10-31T19:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Halloween :)
trick or treat.

Today was bored , woke up late due to late sleep yesterday @@
nothing much today , just sat at home whole day .
tomorrow is monday again. fck. :(
ready to get my ~~suckish~~ result @@.
yesterday there's a halloween event at QueensBay Mall .
Lot of cosplay gather around there , was crowded with people.
aint able to take those cosplay picture ,
and i found the stage they decorated are interesting :)

tada ! :D

well , i find this girl pro LOL.

2010-10-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

and it's hard to forget someone ; that you know you'll always remember

I dreamed a weird dream , it seem so real , very real.
i remember it so clear , until i slept back and now i forgotten already.
it's like something about lesson , something precious will lost and so on @@
i don't know , but. ;\ well no point.
today was fun , i guess :D
went for my piano class from 2.30 and 3.30 , not doing very well ,
teacher got abit pissed and asked me to practice more at home .
sat inside the room while waiting for my mum , another student came in.
that boy is younger than me yet more better than me , ):
his hand played so smoothly , without mistakes . -.-

later on , mum came and we went to airport to sent my aunt .
she's going back to japan after came back to penang for 1 week .
i asked her weather she knew how to speak japanese anot ,
and my mum say i'm dumb because the person who live in japan sure know speak japanese .
after that went to queensbay , tot wanna meet up with eve , theng and all of them.
went to skating ring , and i saw seok theng . so i hang out with her ,
and some of them went to gurney already @@ .
and so on ~ walked almost whole mall lol. leg pain.
went to Mcd and saw bro , asked him to buy me food and here i am now ;p

2010-10-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

Sometime i wonder if you are my "once upon a time" or "happily ever after".

Finally
Finally

Exam
Is
Over !

get some of my marks back , not bad and not too good.
done some silly mistakes , especially mathematics paper 2.
got back my mathematics paper 2 and i saw another stupid mistake.
4+2 = 7 -.-" another one is 3+3=9 .
damn it . but it's okay , i will try harder next time :)
exam season is over , and so does my blogging mood season lol.
it's kinda weird , exam's over yet i feel nothing changed .
still as bored as usual , nothing to do , nothing to play .
those stuff inside my mind is bothering me , damn :(

cause im gonna stay
when you just wanna fight
and there's tear in your eyes
cause you don't wanna love me.

james morrison - if you don't wanna love me

2010-10-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

don't play cheat , look at number one and follow :)

NYANYANYANYANYA ,
im hungry :( , waiting for mum to tapao back ,
mathematics is fucking harddddd , damn pn.kheng , i hate youh. -.-
thank god geografi is easy than i thought ! :D
because i didn't hardly studied anything LOL.
open book nia no mood read d -.-
today i screwed up maths paper one. couldn't finish and simply do at the last 2 min left
fuck , i don't want to fail TT
really mou dak KHENG. :( GAHH.
tomorrow is the last day , didn't want it to end so fast LOL.
but it's okay , *screams* NEED TO STUDY KH NOW.
well , i think i gonna watch tv first :D enjoy first right ,
oh well tata, i'm getting high this few day :)

不要离开我

2010-10-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

I'm happy :)

I'm laughing freaking much today ,
couldn't concentrate on my sejarah ,
did not studied anything at all LOL
keep on laugh and laugh during in the hall.
laugh till throat dry and no voice at all.
during exam also keep laugh lmao. like crazy people :x
sejarah paper was quite hard , so just simply do .
don't fail please ):
tomorrow is geography paper :3
wish me luck guy ! :D

all i wanted was only you.

2010-10-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

damn , i want this now :(

Suppose to go for hiking this morning ,
but i woke up late because i slept late last night -.-
slept around 3.45+am and woke at 9am @@
was superb tired . woke at 9am and slept back until 1pm+
went for lunch around 2 and back at 4 .
went to take a nap again after staring in front of comp for few moment.
was bored + nothing to do ==
so i went for a nap and woke at 6 lmao.
was very tired after a long sleep . and now i got no energy to talk also.
skype with aslene them but got no energy to talk ,
aaaaaaaaaa . bored -.-

sejarah paper is tomorrow , havent study yet .
going study later on the night . dont have the mood now
alright , thats all for today :) bye .

2010-10-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

oh yes ice-cream , i do love you. :D

Hello :)
got up late today , and got no mood to wake up and go school for exam ,
suppose to go and buy form1 textbook from TanMark ,
but yeah , late , so asked mum to buy, but i guess she wont buy -.-"
Studied science on the way to school , read a bit nia .
yesterday got no mood to study at all == just open book nia then sigh d. lmao
Bm paper 1 was okay , nothing much .
Science paper 1 is kinda hard , just anyhow tembak since i didn't read anything.
Science paper 2 was okay , because i answered everything .
Lucky not my science teacher set , if not sure hard like babi d -.- "
At least science paper 2 was better than mathematics paper 2.
damn , i cant forgot the mistake i made -.-

got no mood to study sejarah now , tell me what to do , shit i hate this feeling .
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . oh well i'll continue tomorrow :)
might be going for hiking at BJ hill tomorrow .
i'm so excited to blog nowadays. LOL. guess i'm too bored ,
with random mood :)

2010-10-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

i swear i will get you , you cute ass !
you're too cute to not having you . damn.

First of all ,
MATHEMATICS PAPER 2 WAS HARD . -.-
seriously , i left out 11 question .
i keep on doing mistake , all over again .
and i have to keep doing the same question and wasted time.
i hope those question i done is correct , well , i hope.
3+3 =9 , the most silly mistakes .
i don't know what i was thinking that time , = =
fed up , :( that question was easy , but i wasted it.
3 marks. fuck -.- nvm forget it .
english paper 2 was okayy , just that out of idea to write for essay .

hoping tomorrow science paper 1 and paper 2 will be easy .
wish me luck ;) hehs, bye for now , tata !

they say im brainwashed but im in love,
with this man.

2010-10-21T20:39:00.003+08:00

spread your arm , fly , and drop.

Exam is alright today .
remembered 11 nilai of definisi ,
because the teacher said that will out 10 definisi .
i remembered it all , but it out 6 only -.-"
ahh forget it. tomorrow is maths paper 2.
damn , im scare. :(
i will work hard ! :D

iloveyou,
ireallydo,
ijusthatetoadmitit.

2010-10-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

fade away.

Tomorrow i will be sitting for my final.
All form2 will be sitting inside the hall except last class.
I can't believe im studying , so unbelievable right?
i've already sick for 4-5 days.
sore throat + flu + cough + no appetite
once i ate i will feel like vomiting it out again ,
or i will feel not comfortable and stomach ache.
mood ain't really good since lots of unexpected things happen.
wont gonna express anything , because it wont help.
i wont cry , im not sad , im not emo , i will be okay .

Here's the time table for exam :)

Thursday
P.Moral
BM 2

Friday
BI 2
Maths 2

Saturday
BM1
SC1
SC2

Monday
Sivik
BI 1
Sejarah

Tuesday
Maths 1
P.Seni
Geografi

Wednesday
KH
ICT

wish me luck alright , :)

they say that guy's arent worth for our tears,
but it's our tears doesnt worth for the guy :)

2010-10-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

I've been waiting for you , babe .

Hellooooooooo . was tired today , i guess.
went out whole day , and now its time to study since im been banned from computer.
oh well, guess this is my last post :)
if i have a chance to post again , i swear i will .
was playing around with my mum's camera during the outing .
will post those random picture after my exam.
was not able to hang out with them because jing kai 's dad passed away,
don't sad alright :)

tata for now . :D

2010-10-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

I wish i could fulfill my dream someday , something i wish to be.

Exam is around the corner , yeah i know.
getting lazy to post more and more and more .
i needa study , study and study !

but my mind always thinking other stuff , i hate it ,
i wish it would get out of my mind :)
out tomorrow , library on sunday .

everyone is moving out , great .
im happy , oh well.
i need someone to teach me geografi please :D

disappointment ,

2010-10-10T21:15:00.002+08:00

forgets whats ruin your life , and be with me .

Helloooooooooooooooooooo
I wanted to study but , end up watching ouran again.
funny like babi , laughing non stop .
they went to KL today . not sure when they will come back.
and she go without giving me any money - -"
i wonder how i gonna survive .
and they leave a KFC on the table for my so-called-breakfast-lunch-dinner
just ate 1 quarter of it . i dont really like KFC -.-

Oh ya , look what i found.
Saw this on Zoe's Blog . i aint emo. :(

nothing much , won't blog often until my final end . bye for now ! :)

ineedyou

2010-10-09T23:12:00.001+08:00

letting go is the best way after all ,

Got into a big fought .
pissed. :)

everything is my fault , again

2010-10-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

we cannot control anything.

Hello , tomorrow is schooling day.
no breaks for us , yet other school got 1 week holiday because of pmr .
things were doing fine , everything was alright , ~~i guess~~
final exam is around the corner .
i have to keep on study and study .
but i still havent touch any books yet .
i will , as soon as possible , or should i say , last minute ? :)

it's alright . mum and bro will be away .
i will settle everything inside the home now.
everything will be fine .

i miss you ,
i really do ,
i'm just afraid to admit it .

2010-10-03T19:30:00.002+08:00

I will wait for your letter , but not forever.

Hello there , im back , from ipoh :)
to say the truth , im kinda regret going there .
aint fun + bored .
i don't think i will go again next time .
took loads of picture since i'm bored like babi .

scenery.

no dogs allowed , but i saw lots of dog gather around there .

pigeon :D

jangan memberi makanan & tangkap gambar kepada monyet-monyet liar.
sounds error. LOL

mummy & me :)
i look sark i know -.-"
just woke up lmao.

mum :)

will update more when im free .

if im paralysis ,
will you love me?
will you be my friend?
:)

2010-10-02T21:50:00.005+08:00

I did not think about anything , I just think about you :)

Hello there ,
Im dumping my blog for a long time , i know.
kind of lazy to blog everyday , and yeah . busy too ):
attended my piano class this afternoon ,
well , going smooth and fine. the teacher is okay.
after that went to pasar malam and bought potato cracker , my fav ;D
then went to mindy's birthday party x)
i don't know any of them there . only 3 of them is my busmate .
another all don't know jo -.-"
really sien ): but nevermind.
oh and , im going to ipoh tomorrow :)

just got my exam grade last few days .
nothing much , just that kinda bad O.O
here's the result :)

BM = 60%
BI = 66%
Maths = 86%
Science = 48%
Geografi = 28%
Sejarah = 54%
KH = 40%
Moral = 58%
Seni = 74%

Average = 57.11%
Position = 22/38

OH AND AND
WATCH THIS xD

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

2010-09-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

will you stay with me?

Well , Im bored ;(
seriously bored like babi .
scanned some of my exam paper lmao.
too free ;3 .
wrote alot of shit inside LOL.
enjoy ;D click for bigger view.

Piece of Shit :) lmao.

subjective only got 1 correct -.-

Oh ya , i got something for Aslene Tiam xD
I know you want it badly . ;P

TADAAAAAAAA!

expensive right LOL.

no update recently .
3weeks more to final .
wish me luck ! :)

2010-09-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

first of all ,

Happy MoonCake Festival :)

like usual , did not celebrate or eaten any of moon cake yet LOL.
i dun really mind anyway :)
just got back from tuition , damn sleepy - -
5 week more for my final exam ,
and guess what ?
my result really do suck at all LOL.
i keep on told myself not to skip school or go to unnecessary places ,
until my final exam over.
but i just can't control myself );
alright , today will be the last day i went there, ~~i guess~~ }:

there are good news and bad news.
good news is i improved my mathematics :D
on the mid term i got 40% for maths but i got 86% for this exam .
how i wish i would get such high marks for my final exam. . .
and the bad news is , my geography is getting low and lower.
and...

my geography ♥ LOL.
only got 28% :(

of course , i got abit upset , which i did study but still failed.
most of my friend failed too , but she admit that she did not study at all.
and the sad thing is , she got 36% and i got 28% . yet she did not study .
some passed , they did not study but still score higher than me,
that can prove how noob i am LOL. or maybe im just lack of.. studies? :(
16/39 from my class failed geography , how cool .
overall , ~~i studied for nothing~~
im just praying for my final :)
more marks to be shown , will post it after i got every subject ;D

forever is over,

2010-09-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

Teddy say Hi to you :)

GUESS WHAT :D
SCHOOL TOMORROW , SUCK I KNOW. x)
i did not prepare anything yet by time i should prepare something at least,
well , dun care , too lazy :P
im trying to install Microsoft Office Front Page 2003 to my lappy ,
but keep on stuck and stuck .
damn babi sial :( so i decided to update first ! :)
nothing much thou ,
going to continue my piano class next month ..
changed teacher , i hope i can communicate well with her .
since she is kinda of strict ? LOL .
oh well , who know :D

5 or 6 more weeks ,
final exam is coming !
study study study :)

Hope you guys ~~enjoy~~ in school ,
mostly all got excited during the first day of school after holiday :)

2010-09-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

You can give without loving, but you can't love without giving.

OMFG , like finally -_-
streamyx suck ._. line not working for 24hours.
wanted to update yesterday , but they dun want me to do so, :D
well , holiday is going to over :) so soon right.
today everything screwed up . i just don't know what to do.
i don't really wish that will happen , and i didn't ask for it.
your harsh word and what you do to me is really hurtful .
i don't like it and i can't do anything to stop it right?
so forget it :) i will get over it.

watched Step Up 3 at Gurney Plaza yesterday.
awesome :) rated 4/5
saw some idiotic and my cousins there too :D

check this out :)

the last part there is cute ♥

2010-09-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

Im craving for that ♥

Oh well, just received those bracelets that i ordered from Nutty Designs
its awesome + cute :)
currently watching Ouran High School Club Host.
It's really funny, and which make me LMAO.
:D here are some screenshoot that i took from that video

This is funny because the way he re-act LOL

Well, his expression make me laugh like shit ;x

look at that small guy face ROFL.

The white coat shirt guy is trying to save that brown shirt girl from giving a kiss to the blue girl shirt on her cheek, but he accidently pushed her and they kissed on their lips LOL

this was the funniest part :)
click on the picture for bigger view.
thanks ASLENE TIAM or rather astene / tene for asking me to watch it xD

2010-09-13T17:26:00.001+08:00

Let's run away forever.

im tired,
but im still hoping for it..

2010-09-12T19:27:00.003+08:00

Baby just sit down and capture , the beauty of life before they're gone..

Its have been awhile since i dumped my blog for so long,
well, im just out of topic.
1week of holiday already passed .
and there left 1 more week.
i got a feeling that its going to end fast ,
and a lifeless girl like me will sit and wait :)

its alright , i don't really mind what they said,
because im out of this world .
they dun get the rules of my world and i dun know their rules too.
so who cares right?
"Punch the one who only take advantage on you," said mum.

lastly , been kicked aside too ;

cry silently,
they wont understand us anyway.

2010-09-09T22:23:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MALAYS :)

♥'s

2010-09-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

if you don't know where you're going any road, i will get you there.

im getting lazy to update my blog @@.
dont really know what to update ._.
went to cut my hair just now ~
rebonding too O_O
rebond takes 2hours.
and she cut my hair for 1 hour lmao.
thats cost me 310 bucks -.-
and i look really weird now LOL.
will post how i look like soon :D

okay , im getting bored in the middle of night ,
and aslene is getting crazy because of the hot guys in anime LOL
look what i drew for her :D

HAHAHAHA xD.
will update soon :)

2010-09-05T23:24:00.003+08:00

She's the one kind of girl lived in a fairytale world... looking at everything through rose-colored glasses. She probably always will, to a certain extent.

Hey there ! :)
I know i left my blog dead for 2 days , or longer ;P
suppose to be updating but too lazy or maybe too busy with games?
i guess i am , -or not.
A least i found someone who can accompany me to played it to,
and it's better than doing nothing right :D

Exam is overrr !
That's a YAY for me :D
And results .. idk yet :(
hope its doing well ;x
Another yay for me is.
2weeks of holidays ! :DD

Went to QueensBay and watch this today ;)
Not that funny as i thought.
But still watchable lar , 3/5 ;P

Oh and this ! :D
It's ASLENE TIAM the cute one LOL.

aww , i love you too ;P

will update it when im free or there's update in my holiday life.
oh well , tata :D
Happy holiday everyone :) !

p/s ; i love weird pig ♥

2010-08-31T20:31:00.002+08:00

I hope we could spend more time together.
A few hours is better than never.
If we could make it longer,
A whole day would be fine.
A whole week would be fine.
A whole month would be fine.
A whole year would be fine.
A decade would be fine.
A century would be fine.
Forever would be better.

Helloooo.

It's 31st August ! :D
So it's NATIONAL DAY! ;3
53rd of independent Malaysia :)
Happy celebrating .

And tomorrow , 1 september.
Hell day for me -.-"
Exam -'-

September 1
P.Moral
BM
Science

September 2
Maths
BI
Sejarah

September 3
KH
P.Seni
Geografi

From Saturday , i tried to study .
But my eyes cant get off from the computer.
So i off it.
And when i off my computer ,
My eyes cant get off from the tv ._.
thats the problem , and now i still havent study anything , at all.
and during the exam .
i guess i'll be doing this .
writing shit stuff .
everyone who never study will do this LOL.
especially my weird pig ~ :x

Fuck this Shit :)

Ques : Can a man still reproduce with only one testicle?
Ans : No, girls dont find that shit attractive.

Wish me luck ! :D

2010-08-29T19:30:00.005+08:00

So i guess you were just one of those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, and then walk out.

Hello :)
Im lazy to updateee , ); seriously .
went out today ! :D weee , i suddenly hate to be at home LOL.
doris aunty , which is my mum's step sister, wanted to have lunch with us.
so we met her in gurney , and they asked me to make decision for lunch today.
i was out of idea , and we went to The Manhattan Fish Market ;)
saw the menu recipe , was awesome .
so we ordered some kind of dish with lots of seafood inside O_O
i wanted to have the fried one , but the guy said we should have the grill one.
and so we agree , and its suck LOL.
its filled with garlic rice , grill fish , grill squid , grill prawn , french fries and etc.
and doris aunty ordered the fried mushroom , was quiet delicious :D

We couldn't finish up the food , so we tapao back for my bro LOL!
Later on , i saw some cute kid beside our table seat ! :3
its so adorable when all of us have to take steal knife and fork ,
but he's the only one who holding the plastic knife and fork xD.

After ate finish , they went for walk,
and as usual , i will go looks for cute stuff :)
look what i found :3 !
Rabbit Pig ! LOL
SO ADORABLE RIGHT !

Then then then , went to TimeSquare for Youth Jam ! :)
They sell lots of stuff there , and they even have some competition about dance,
those dance are seriously cool . missed some cause went there late.
just watched 3 groups dance );
i even missed the cheerleading dances. eww.
and and and , i saw another adorable stuff ;P
Doggie(s) LOL.
when i saw it , i was like :O !?!?!?!?! "AWW CUTE" LOL
don't mind me , im crazy x)
they both are naughty , but cute too ! :D

and this is the cheerleading mixed group ;)
they are superb awesome , as always .

oh and and !
play this :)
its fun , xD. no scary scenes , only human zombiee ;P

2010-08-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

i think that the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight, for so long is because memories are the only things that don't change, even when people do.

Mood ruined :|
forget it .
tomorrow public holiday ! :D
exam is coming ,
1 - 3 september.
damn sien , wish me luck ;)
just wanted to made my blog alive ,
nothing much .

any game to intro ? :)

oh ya , meet my pal! :D
just some random update. x.x

2010-08-22T19:42:00.008+08:00

how to avoid pain ;
1. open your eyes
2. close your heart

HELLO !
i finally finished my geografi folio , so unbelievable righttttt? :(
rushed the whole noon , damn tired TT
actually still havent finish , still got one more
i got no idea how to do it LOL.
i guess i'll wait till tomorrow ;P
actually should hand in on friday ,
but our class was lucky , cause all classes got geo on friday , except us !
we got geo on thursday , but the teacher postponed to tuesday since we got geo on that day :P
damn lucky , if not i sure kena minus marks d LOL.

our title for this time kerja kursus is Amalan Kitar Semula Di Kawasan SMK CGL.
and i suggested them this picture ,this is really truth , i agree with it (Y)
how i wish i could put this into the lampiran for the folio ;P
but , i dun want to get throw out of school LOL

and this is the conversation going with weird pig ,
trying to fool me , but im smart today ! LOL.

' doomie. says:
*pig
*u know
*ryl
*got 1 ppl name -Independent-
*pig guess who lai?
*

- xMicMic ♫ (: [ ♥ ] says:
* [censored name]

' doomie. says:
*- -

- xMicMic ♫ (: [ ♥ ] says:

*LOL
*HAHAHAHHA

' doomie. says:
*-.-'

- xMicMic ♫ (: [ ♥ ] says:
*HAHAHA PIGPIG LOL ;X'

doomie. says:
*x fun
*TT

- xMicMic ♫ (: [ ♥ ] says:
*SO FUN
*HAHA

end :D
i'll try to update more when imma free , so tata x)

2010-08-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

we all have a good reason for leaving

Hello there :D
it's been awhile since i blogged :)
since i got nothing to do , so i forced myself to blog ! :D
all of us rushing geografi folio , ~~not~~
3days more to go ;P
and i haven't started yet .
nono , i started front page , senarai kandungan , penghargaan and pendahuluan !
objektif kajian is under progress :P i guess LOL
my life getting bored and bored , and im getting lazy and more lazy .
exam is coming next 2 weeks , and end term exam is coming in ... 6weeks !
screw that , so fucking fast -.-
i hope i don't fail any subject on my end term exam :D
wish me luck xD

and nowadays all of us are addicted on this ! :)
what should we called this huh? O.O
illusion balloon ?
just anyhow said LOL.
its fun you know :D

Rm0.10 per 1 :x

ignore the background .
my very first love for you :(
LOL jk.
although it's abit cacat :x

no one know
how ~~pain~~ i was

2010-08-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

no one can describe the word love

It have been awhile since i never update my blog :D
im getting lazy and lazy to update .
since i got no topic to talk. ;)
currently rushing my geografi folio and even bm folio .
damn suckish , i hate geo :(
7days more , the dead line for passing up my geo folio .
and i didn't even started it yet ;P
currently addicted to kaichou wa maid sama :(
damn funny sia ;x

and this stuff is cute :D
im craving for it now ;x

Steamed Red Bean Bun
Rm7.90
Dragon-I menu book LOL.

2010-08-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

let's play true or dare,
or lets just play dare ,
because no body say the true anymore.

I can't just stop thinking.
I'm afraid of everyone.
And more afraid,
when someone i don't even know,
came near to me.
so
why
cant
you
just
leave
me
alone
now.
lalala , im crapping x)

nice video :D

dui bu qi.

2010-08-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

why do you wait something to happen?

Went to Queensbay today :)
before that , my mum brought me to get my breakfast.
went to Ultimaxx Cafe , those food there was awesome.
especially the drinks , damn cute ;3
and and and !

finally i get to watch this !
damn fucking cute ,
it's so fluffy im gonna dieeeee
xD. and cute jelly bean they got.
im craving for more and more movie now.
but no one wanted to watch with me. );
and before i forgot :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONG KAR MUN :D

no one know.